☻TRUE L♥VE WAITS☻ =)

..wat if you love sum1??wat will you do?tell it to him/her?are you going to follow wat your heart says?but what if that sum1 loves sum1?are you still goiing to love him despite of the hurt?are you willing to give him up rather that to fight for what you feel??..

..i love him..he loves another.it hurts yes!,so bad that i cant help but cry.i want to face him and tell him that my heart is crying out for him.i want to blame him for wat is happenning to me now,but i cant!..i dont want to be alone,i always want to be loud..at least in that way,i can pretend that im okay..that as if nothing happened..i can accept the pain,i can shed tears for as long as it hurts.i can be sum1 if thats what he wants me to..just for him to love me.but he cant..i know he cant!..ryt now,while typing this thought of mine,my heart is bleeding.!!as if it had been stabbed for hundred times..my eyes is crying like a waterfalls..i cant stop myself bcoz i know he can never be mine,even in my wildest dream..i want to scream just ease out the pain!!!!!..i want to shout to this people around me and dtell them.."IT HURTS SO MUCH!!!!" ..i wanna tell them that im very much wounded,but they wont hear me out..

---i know one day..GOD will give me the ryt one..the one who will show me the real essence of LOVE..a LOVE that is worth fighting for..wait and see ! -- ♥

poem bout the usual LIFE OF AN ATENEAN

poem made by yours truly..

haha. i was able to wrote this coz' i do miss my high school life. i miss my classmates, schoolmates, teachers, campus, even the janitors and manong guard.

i miss being called by the PS .. haha

i miss being in the locker..

i miss the canteen. hahaha. the room and most especially . haha.

morning routine where we run so fast just to reach the 5th floor where our classroom is located to avoid being late and being sanctioned by Ma'am Balandra, our terror prefect of discipline. (but she's nice)

though i am still studying at the same ateneo school where i spent my high school years but

HIGHSCHOOL life is way different from COLLEGE life.

HIGH SCHOOL LIFE is fun.colorful.wonderful

P.S: for those who can't understand this ATENISTA POEM .. u ask for any BISAYA friend to translate it ! okaay? ahaha (para hindi kayo mag nosebleed) lol =)

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KINABUHI SA ATENISTA

sa hyskul kita nibati ug kaanyag

mka mingaw juhd ang hayskul

pati pud3p nga ga tripingan

atong mga nilamunan nga walai kahang2ran

mga snax nga dli malupigan

pati tinaguan

naa pa ang cheating na wlai kaundangan

tas pagkadugayan sakpan

kaming mga ATENISTA

kinabuhi puro penitenxa

bahala nag haggard post japun pag naay camera

kini amowng nasulatsa hinungdan nga dli namu malimtan

mga kaboang na natun.an

labi na ang motto nga hastang naay kaayuhan

busa kamu akong mga ka batch

ayaw jud kalimti..A.M.D.G ibutang sa alimpatakan

para pagpasar makamtan..

ayaw mow saba unsa nah

kai kita lng mga atenista kabalo anah.

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*wattah a sundaayyy*..

went to XU with my family at around 11am..to attend mass .(as usual late ..haha) . .then we went to ketkai to eat our lunch . .with mah sk igat sk kagawads, namely, UNG-doi and April, we then went back to XU to watch the championship game played between the SBM & Arts&Sciences . .we then saw IÑIGO DELA RIARTE the FRUSTRATED ACCOUNTANCY STUDENT.. soo missed this FREAK! haha..hmm, we then had some chitchats and libak..(IÑIGO gwapooo!) hahaha..lol..then, luckily SBM won. (congrats!) hehe..


after the game, we ate at jollibee then went home to watch the UAAP FINALS played between the ATENEO BLUE EAGLES and LA SALLE GREEN ARCHERS.. and heck!!! walaang kuryenteee for about 10 mins....luckily again, our beloved ATENEO team won!! then, me and mah igat sk kagawads got bored..so we decided to watch the dance sports competition...we then went back again to XU to watch the dance sports competition... sad to say, we were not happy of the result..our bet didn't won the 1st place! but it's okaay..they are still the best..GO ATE AYN and KUYA LEOMAR! SIR SABAL made a very GOOD ANNOUNCEMENT.and it was all about the 2nd JESUIT INVITATIONAL GAME (JIG) that will happen this December and Xavier University will again host this event..yehey! and it was confirmed that all ATENEO SCHOOLS in the ENTIRE PHILIPPINES so as to the 2 JESUIT SCHOOLS the SHS-J Cebu and Xavier School Manila are also coming..everyone was happy hearing that announcement...he also congratulated the ATENEO BLUE EAGLES for winning the 1st game in the BEST of 3 FINALS of the UAAP SEASON 71'..ANIMO ATENEO! wooohooO!

then, we were fetched by mah *fadir* and went home at around 8:30pm!


**not soo tiring day ayt? hahaha =)

miracles really do happen!

woOow! as what i've said in my previous blog, I DO BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES DO HAPPEN..and yeah...! ahaha...i was given by my teacher the chance to take up a special exam! wee! THANK GOD! answered prayer! yehey!! =)

he is a TERRORIST!

hmm, i am a neophyte here in blogspot! and im not the type of person who loves to express her feelings in a blog. but i guess it's fun so i tried doing it so.

wanna share this freak experience i had today.

== I woke up late today because i was able to sleep at around 3am, already coz' i was busy studying philo and my back pain disturbs me all night long. When i checked my phone,'twas already 12:45pm and my class will start at around 1:25 pm since it's a TIU's-day..haha..(tiu fanatic!) oooh sooo crazy when i discovered the time so i jumped off the bathroom to quickly do a shower..i was out at the bathroom around 1:10pm..i have only 15 more minutes left and i'll be late... and my class strictly starts at 1:25pm and it's our S.F exam ! i wear on my uniform and fastly combed my hair and got my bag and run down to call our driver. When i asked our housemaid where is Bob (driver) she told me that Bob is absent.. and my BLOOD PRESSURE raised up! i quickly got my phone and called my dad to tell him that he must drive me off to school.. dad said, "Are you sure you're goint to school? You don't have enough sleep. You've been suffering from backpains last night. You might be stressed out". I said, it's okay i have an exam today. He said to wait for him. minutes passed by and my dad arrived at 1:20pm...and i was like very disappointed because it will take us 10 mins. to reach my school. and it takes me 5 minutes to reach our classroom since it is in the 4th FLOOR of the Science Center building....My dad said to me, "DON'T GO TO SCHOOL..i know you're not feeling well. Don't sacrifice you're health." soo i cried and decided not to go to school anymore..i can understand why my dad let me miss my class today. Dad's concern u know.

Then I remembered the saying, "IT'S BETTER TO BE LATE THAN TO BE ABSENT", my motto wayback in high school. yeah, it's really better to be late than be absent BUT 1 thing i realized now in college is that, It's not all the time that i can apply that motto.. My prof in philo01 is the most TERROR teacher in the PHILO DEP'T. He's the freakiest teacher i've ever knew. He doesn't accept any excuses..if you're sick, attended important family gatherings, met an accident and etc., he dnt seem to care at all. He will automatically mark you ABSENT! and if you're late even just for 1 minute you are already ABSENT. Social Injustice right? I really can't understand why there are teachers that are happy seeing their students suffering from their own way of TERRORISM. Now i kNow, it's not just the MILF/NPA or the Abu Sayyaf who can be considered as Terrorists. Some teachers, then can be considered. They often kill the rights of the students.

I can accept the fact that he will not give me a special exam as long as i have no valid reason. If i will put his daughter's position on me, for sure he will do the same decision just like what my dad has decided. i know RULES will always be RULES but his rules aren't in the SCHOOL RULES. It's his personal rules therefore it's INVALID and a VIOLATION because only the SCHOOL ADMINISTRATION has the right to implement nor ammend any school rules. He's very UNFAIR.

I can therefore say that he dnt deserved to be employed in an ATENEO SCHOOL for we, ateneans were taught to be CURA PERSONALIS (person for others) and what he was acting and doing to his students is contradicting that jesuit characterstic! I am very sad that i may fail the subject. I love the subject but i really HATE the TEACHER! He's very unfair! unfair! unfair!

i still believe that miracles do happen.. i still have the FINAL EXAM. I wil really prove to him that I CAN BE PERSON FOR OTHER WITHOUT HIM DOING THAT THING! MAGIS is all i NEED for the entire remaining days of this SEMESTER! I'll do everything to pass for the Greater Glory of God !