☻TRUE L♥VE WAITS☻ =)

..wat if you love sum1??wat will you do?tell it to him/her?are you going to follow wat your heart says?but what if that sum1 loves sum1?are you still goiing to love him despite of the hurt?are you willing to give him up rather that to fight for what you feel??..

..i love him..he loves another.it hurts yes!,so bad that i cant help but cry.i want to face him and tell him that my heart is crying out for him.i want to blame him for wat is happenning to me now,but i cant!..i dont want to be alone,i always want to be loud..at least in that way,i can pretend that im okay..that as if nothing happened..i can accept the pain,i can shed tears for as long as it hurts.i can be sum1 if thats what he wants me to..just for him to love me.but he cant..i know he cant!..ryt now,while typing this thought of mine,my heart is bleeding.!!as if it had been stabbed for hundred times..my eyes is crying like a waterfalls..i cant stop myself bcoz i know he can never be mine,even in my wildest dream..i want to scream just ease out the pain!!!!!..i want to shout to this people around me and dtell them.."IT HURTS SO MUCH!!!!" ..i wanna tell them that im very much wounded,but they wont hear me out..

---i know one day..GOD will give me the ryt one..the one who will show me the real essence of LOVE..a LOVE that is worth fighting for..wait and see ! -- ♥

poem bout the usual LIFE OF AN ATENEAN

poem made by yours truly..

haha. i was able to wrote this coz' i do miss my high school life. i miss my classmates, schoolmates, teachers, campus, even the janitors and manong guard.

i miss being called by the PS .. haha

i miss being in the locker..

i miss the canteen. hahaha. the room and most especially . haha.

morning routine where we run so fast just to reach the 5th floor where our classroom is located to avoid being late and being sanctioned by Ma'am Balandra, our terror prefect of discipline. (but she's nice)

though i am still studying at the same ateneo school where i spent my high school years but

HIGHSCHOOL life is way different from COLLEGE life.

HIGH SCHOOL LIFE is fun.colorful.wonderful

P.S: for those who can't understand this ATENISTA POEM .. u ask for any BISAYA friend to translate it ! okaay? ahaha (para hindi kayo mag nosebleed) lol =)

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KINABUHI SA ATENISTA

sa hyskul kita nibati ug kaanyag

mka mingaw juhd ang hayskul

pati pud3p nga ga tripingan

atong mga nilamunan nga walai kahang2ran

mga snax nga dli malupigan

pati tinaguan

naa pa ang cheating na wlai kaundangan

tas pagkadugayan sakpan

kaming mga ATENISTA

kinabuhi puro penitenxa

bahala nag haggard post japun pag naay camera

kini amowng nasulatsa hinungdan nga dli namu malimtan

mga kaboang na natun.an

labi na ang motto nga hastang naay kaayuhan

busa kamu akong mga ka batch

ayaw jud kalimti..A.M.D.G ibutang sa alimpatakan

para pagpasar makamtan..

ayaw mow saba unsa nah

kai kita lng mga atenista kabalo anah.

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