..wat if you love sum1??wat will you do?tell it to him/her?are you going to follow wat your heart says?but what if that sum1 loves sum1?are you still goiing to love him despite of the hurt?are you willing to give him up rather that to fight for what you feel??..
..i love him..he loves another.it hurts yes!,so bad that i cant help but cry.i want to face him and tell him that my heart is crying out for him.i want to blame him for wat is happenning to me now,but i cant!..i dont want to be alone,i always want to be loud..at least in that way,i can pretend that im okay..that as if nothing happened..i can accept the pain,i can shed tears for as long as it hurts.i can be sum1 if thats what he wants me to..just for him to love me.but he cant..i know he cant!..ryt now,while typing this thought of mine,my heart is bleeding.!!as if it had been stabbed for hundred times..my eyes is crying like a waterfalls..i cant stop myself bcoz i know he can never be mine,even in my wildest dream..i want to scream just ease out the pain!!!!!..i want to shout to this people around me and dtell them.."IT HURTS SO MUCH!!!!" ..i wanna tell them that im very much wounded,but they wont hear me out..
---i know one day..GOD will give me the ryt one..the one who will show me the real essence of LOVE..a LOVE that is worth fighting for..wait and see ! -- ♥
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well, maybe not for now.. but surely it would knock on its own time.. just dont rush things.. ako nga i jst got out of a relationxp.. and when i think about it, i'm happier with my status now.. at least, wlang prob at wlang ngpa2sket s ulo mo.. though at some point (jst a small portion of me i guess), i also long for what has already been gone.. haha.. the good times, KILL! but come to think of it, it wouldn't really end if it was really meant for you.. ; )
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